This past Relief Society Lesson

This past sunday we had a really great lesson! But oh my golly I went home feeling like crap! It was really hard to take it all in! I just think sometime it is so hard to hear what you really don't want to hear. I have been feeling really selfish doing school because I have to leave Jaerick with my sister. It isn't like he doesn't love it. I just feel so horrible doing something that is Yeah for me although Tim explains it more like I am helping us for our future. So the lesson is all about being selfless and all these things and I just felt terrible. I had been debating my feelings and Tim kept trying to make me feel better but it just wasn't helping. So Wednesday when my visiting teacher came over he lesson was about how as sisters of the church we need to use this time to further our education and build ourselves. It made me feel so much better and I was so greatful to hear this lesson. I really felt like it was an answer to my prayers. I love knowing that even in the smallest of ways our prayers eventually are answered! Luckily this time I feel it was in my favor! ;0)